SO early to write this blog, well, finally the struggling in my heart was gone, and I can get back to me finally, tomorrow I believe my temper will be okay. and i start not to think about relationship problem, because, when it come, it will really come , LOLx XD
By this result , I just want to tell the people who are struggling in relationship, it is not worth for you to sad and moody, you can control you emotion, sometimes people may hurt you, but it is your choice to get hurt or not. May be you will say" you never been in a relationship , how you know," but just to tell you, even though i never been in it and I never know your feeling, so it is your choice, be strong, this is what we have to do in order to survive, this is not the first time and the last time you get hurt and sad. Juts to tell, Be strong, no one can hurt you except yourself

人会一直变

最近一直在养成看书的习惯，可能因为精神支柱已经到了，所以只好看书来打发时间和转移视线。朋友都这样对我，有时候一些东西不用讲，日常生活的举动已经看得出来你正在想什么。
经历那么多东西，还是会觉得他对我是假的多过真的，与其每天假假对着我，倒不如洒脱一点，他让我很像一拳打过去。拖拖拉拉的，你要酱冷淡，就不要叫我继续作你朋友。我顶不顺.......

Today I don't know what was happening, my mood is very down like a valley, maybe going in relationship problem, but never mind, actually I can accept it, but my friend keep on saying something persevere, I was thinking about what friendship problem any more, why you have to remind me.
I m very tired since yesterday. please set me free, I am very tired and i don't want to think about it anymore. I found a much different by comparing past and now, if last time, i will really don;t care for everything, I didn't mean to start a war, I why you wanna tell me these things. since this, i am hardly to communicate and mix around with you.
I try not to think about it, but I can't

多感想的一天

病了3天，终于有好转的一天，回到学校班上的人都问我：回来啦！死不得！类似打招呼的方式。哈哈，不过再到学校的前一小时，我有一些不是很好的预感，可能使我多心咯！结果蛮灵的，今天每个老师都发火（没有发火啦, 就一直念咯！）每节都有老师念，厉害
还有啊！那个恶魔，顶不顺，回到来最后一节死都要跟我吵，我真的没气了。谁要跟你吵哦！我懂你有mood,但是我才病好（事实上是还没有好那种），放过我啦！你讲我每天讲我的凤凰，你也不是每天念着你的恶魔？哎哟！ =.=

（以上言论，只是本人意见，不代表本人立场，如有不爽，哎哟，看戏咩！不要想太多啦！)

Im tired this few days, i dunno y, maybe its because of the dance? no idea, talk about dancing, all Form 5 CMC students are called to perform in graduation ceremony.
ya, i am going, but i dun think i will like it as well, i hav no idea wat happen to me, mayb bcos of the past experience that i face make me fearful to perform with them again, but maybe i get a try, from then on, i dunno wat to do, if i dun like, i jus leave without a single word, i am afraid that the history is repeat again and again, some of you will knw what m i saying, hope that wil nvr happen in this time show

For These Days

I have to use english for this blog, because it is not easy to type chinese for me
by the way, these few days really not my days even it near my birthday, many people and many things make me angry and not okay. even now i can't calm myself down
But today my church youth brothers and sisters celebrate birthday with me, and I saw the card and they think that i am actually a good guy, so touch man!!!!
and one brother thank me that help him when he is in trouble, well, try to think, i don't just laugh and blave with my friends. If your friend just request you for help and joking with you all the times but reject you when you need help, I think you have to think what friends you have...... ok tats all i wan to share
ANNOUNCEMENT: MY CHURCH ORGANISING A CAMP FOR YOUTH
VENUE: SEKOLAH SERI SURIA
TIME: DECEMBER AFTER SPM (3 DAYS 2 NIGHT)
WE WILL SING THERE PLAY THERE EAT THERE AND FELLOWSHIP
THERE
YOU ARE WELCOME TO JOIN US

很久没写了，已开始写就是很不爽了。看看今天，我发现我天生的老毛病又回来了，开始口吃了！我口吃没关系，但是哦，可以不要模仿我讲话的方式吗？你不懂我很不爽的咩！你时下在学看咯！朋友都没得做。我酱也是不想的，天生就这样，这已经是我最伤心的一个缺陷，你觉得那别人的天生的缺陷来开玩笑很好玩娜？我说：'学这么多久了就会变到好像我这样的咯！’我只是在安慰我自己罢了,你以为我开玩笑？我很介意的动吗？还小咩，幼稚到死，学别人口吃，我不想在做好人了，我脾气编导太好了，如果我控制不到自己去吗你们的话，不要怪我，我也不需要你们的原谅。