After 1 week back from Singapore, finally I turn on this and start writting, it is really lazy for me to do anything after being back from Pesta and STAB Camp. A whole week of adventure and meeting people really makes me refresh all at a time. I will not post any photograph here as I have all in my facebook account.
This journey, I don't learn a lot of things, but I learned something at least that its enough for me, at least for now, how does leadership work, how does officer do to make things happen more effectively, but as a very young leader, I am very afraid, sometimes, I think I am not worthy to hold this position, because I am not a very big big people, not very successful, even I have many friends around me who very closed and good to me, but it doesn't mean that I can become a good leader. Leader makes mistake but I think I made more than a mistake.
In Pesta, I managed to find back my old friend, spending most of my time with them whenever its free time, chatting, updating our status. Even when we were in dorm, they find me to chat, we sat down, lying down and chat like long time no see, its been 2 years we didn't see each other, and of course we put our heart together, not chit-chatting, but speaking like a friend to friend talk.
We came from different company and background, everyone of us faces different problem in our area, I saw them grow, face problem, trying to break to force field that surrounding them to get the freedom. I am regret that I don't actually talk to them about their problem, but what can I say is, If you believe in yourself and pray to the Lord, He's gonna make it happen. Last night, I spent time chatting with them, just before I left, because this might be the chance to see them all, I don't wanna be like last time, at least I have no regret on this anymore. When departing from Pesta to Singapore, my tear nearly came out, as I look out from the window, seeing I was leaving the school, and without any clue when will we meet again. I believe one day, we might see each other again, so I kept my tear and smile, saying farewell... Farewell but not goodbye, as we will see each other in a very long time later.
When we were in Singapore, I met Nicholas and Zhao Xuan. Nicholas, who were same group with me last S.T.A.B Camp, which I remember him a little much, because of his size. hahahah, and Zhao Xuan, no memory about him, but when I asked Nicholas back, and I remembered, he was in my team too. Both of them working well in their respective team, bold and brave. If getting more training, they will become diamond one day.
We spent quality time together, after knowing Nicholas background, sometimes I just feel like he needs a brother or a father figure, as his family has less time to accompany him. Throughout the whole camp he is talking and hinting me to stay, because of the brotherhood. "Let me give you an advice, next time when you work in Singapore...." "please, don't go...." I was like stunned, this voice stayed in my memory which I cannot forget. What can I do is the same thing to them, I cannot make myself regret to leave them without spending more quality time with them together. He always say thank you for my advice, so wanna treat me some drinks, I forgot everything that happened before, so I just said no...
As I left Singapore, my tear drops, but because it is public, I covered it. "So say goodbye, but don't you cry, because true love never dies" This word is true. If we don't leave each other, we might not have the eager to see each other again, and we won't be having that excitement when we meet again in the future, I smiled as I wrote this. At last, we exchanged our Bible, as a sign that we must meet again, he quickly ran to his dorm and bring his Bible just to exchange with me, 2 bibles are the same, but the meaning is there. For what I define, we exchange the bible, as I sign that we must be seeing each other in future, so when we meet again, we can get our bible back, as a promise that we will meet again one day without fail....
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