Monday, August 16, 2010

1st day in 2nd semester

Finally, 2nd semester already arrived, well, new semester with new environment. our campus eventually move to Subang, the room and the hall is much more wider, we have exhibition corner and somemore there will be a stage.
Normally I will deny new stuff but this time I am open to accept it, because it is my college. After several times of visiting inside the new campus, I was like lose some excitement due to it is actually wide but nothing to see and nothing to surprise me. Before entering new semester I had visited once. Well, It's Like that.
Try to imagine the first day of this semester we got our homework. Can't blame, I am too hardworking to bring all those art materials to college, since we have our tools, why don't, but in the end, all things have to sponsor by me.
It will be a long long days for me to walk around and figuring out what the campus surrounding looks like. Hope this new environment can give me a fresh and also positive mind. Designers need positive mind.

Friday, August 6, 2010

旅程

放了这么久的假,开始发霉了,头脑里一大堆设计的idea好像走完了。对,没错,我的头脑是有点发霉了,谁叫我这么懒,还有一个星期的时间,也是时候收拾会遗失的自己,因为要回到校园了。不知能不能过得了这个学期。
假期时我只在面子书上和朋友交流交流,大多数都是从实兆远来的朋友。说一说最近的状况,为什么在自闭,emo等等,老实说,对着他们,我格外开心,至少我可以好像大哥哥这般的安慰他们鼓励他们。发觉自己长大了很多,可是也觉得自己是多么的幼稚,会合这些小毛头玩的那么癫。虽然我们在营里才短短的五天,这五天我们已有了深厚的感情,不像在课室里的同学一样,需要很长的一段时间就认识。可能我们有一样的爱好,一样的热血,一样的三八....哈哈,想起也好笑,可是好的日子并不长,分离始终是痛苦的,虽然我已无憾,但是怎么样也会有点相思之苦。
这一次我被邀请到实兆远,他们会有个15周年纪念,听起来很好玩,想去学学东西顺便看一看我的远方的朋友,就连我的队长也看得出我去实兆远的目的,也太了解我了吧!话说回来,我真的很想很想很想x100见他们,我觉得他们也有同感,谁叫我们曾经感动过他们,这一次的机会我是不会这么容易放过的。
可惜,因为我这里没有战友,没人能陪我去....所以我家人就有点反对咯。我也终于打消了这个念头...其实和他们无关,前两天我梦见我和他们其中一人说对不起,我无缘出席,所以才做出这决定,因为在那梦之前,我曾经祷告给上帝,如果我不能去的话,给我一个梦吧!我不相信上帝真的这么做,很大可能是我日有所思夜有所梦。
事事总有转机,我在msn里巧遇一个贵人,她帮助我解决了一个问题,她说实兆远有人在KL求学,可能他可以帮得了我。对没错,它可以帮得了我,但是我还是要等他的答复。我真的很希望这个答复和我的计划不会相差太远。希望这趟旅程是可行的,我真的很希望,很渴望...