Loner

有时候，真觉得自己很孤单。每次一个人走在行人道上，自己一个人吃着饭，自己一个人做自己喜爱的东西，不被身边的朋友所约束。可是，真正的原因是这样吗？不知道。只觉得很多时候我不被接受，无论我的言行举止，形态什么的，久了真的连我自己都觉得很厌烦，更何况是别人呢？
 别人对渐渐的冷漠，我也感受得到，自己知自己事。虽然有点痛苦，但是怎么样都要挨下去，谁叫我天生就是这副德行，从不讨人喜欢，甚至因为我对别人的热心而导致别人误会。我已经受够了。如果没有教会，我大概也没什么朋友会注意我。摆脱，我是谁啊？
受够闲言闲语，也因为他们，我无法抬起头，我的忽冷忽热，不被接受，更加别说我自己了。我只能说，再见了，热心的我，你好，冷漠的我。天生就孤独一个人，从开始到现在，都一样。强忍的眼泪总就好是要忍着，要忍着。。。

Trial

Somehow, all of us went through trial, no matter where or when, ever since we were bornt, challenges came, and we have to go through one by one to achieve to the next level.
What more can we do to surpass and to overcome it, by the strength of God.
A friend of mine, well... hope that we are still friend, he is still hiding himself out there, we tried our best to find him out, but things doesn't turn up well as we expected. Well friend, whatever things happen, you always have friends and family, but why do you wanna hide yourself from us, no matter physically or mentally, emotionally.
I like the song Anytime You Need A Friend, and I will be there. But when you have trouble, why don't you let us help you.
You know, being a friend of you, it is cruel to let your friend not surpass the difficult time together with you.

I hope you will be back, I want the friend that inspired me and made an impact to me that make me stay on until today. You can't just change my life and then check out....