转眼间又要开学了，一个不像四点的四点，就在今天；一个不像假期的假期，就在这个礼拜。
我们都很希望假期不会结束，但是它一样会到终点。
这一次的假期，很多时候偷会让我想起预试，就在下个星期，老实说，也没什么好怕，没读就是这样咯
朋友寄短讯过来，说很担心，没温习，我也是。放心，你没温习，担心，后悔，我陪你，哈哈 （傻佬）

怎么觉得有点累。现在的我什么都不想去想，等假期结束再说。
一个礼拜没看到死党，也没什么啦！只不过有点怪怪的。
哈哈，我想快点去学校，其实有东西要给003，所以，尽情期待

还有，我的undang pass 了， 47分，我 shocked 到，我自己也不相信
上次错最多的，现在对完。反而其他的项目保持不变的分数
上帝保佑，可能在加上我一直攻那个项目
这个星期就出L牌，然后考P牌。

Yesterday was Jian Yew's birthday, show some photo when v r in karaoke











erm... quite weird, well , for further more photo, pls logon to my facebook, haha, b4 tat, v went for movie called 'Orphan'. It's not my opinion, actually i suggest for Rising of Cobra, but Hiang Chuan suggest it, and no more people say anything, so I dun wan to make many many complains, u noe I HATE HORROR MOVIE, it doesn't have any morale value at all, in fact, today is Jian Yew birthday, think about it, is horror movie suitale for birthday come on, r u crazy or smtg? ok nvm..... go on man, Im fine, for no long........
so today wat i wan to share is, dun watch horror movie next time, even u wan to scold me, i wont buy the ticket, well u noe, I pay the ticket for self-fearing, not worth......

现在的我，等待着12am的到来，然后打一通电话给他祝他生日快乐，不过不懂我朋友睡了没，别担心，他没睡的，不过有可能会把电话关机lol!
最近觉得我妈妈的脾气越来越糟，还算可以应付，如果顶不顺我看我要发彪，只不过场面会很难看，没办法，大丈夫，忍一时风平浪静。这么多东西烦，也不怪的她的。爸爸一个月薪水的1/3给她做家用，而且还是4个人用，我，哥哥，弟弟，妈妈。而爸爸？用完那2/3咯！利害吧!haizzz

刚从教会回来，心情蛮不错，刚请了快要生日的他吃东西，蛮高兴的。不过当我在巴士站的时候，心情都有点闷骚,老实说，今天的人蛮不友善的，为什么？来问我啦！
这个blog很短罢了，只是想说，这个礼拜，大多的时间我回放在学业上，也很有可能不会出来咯！闭关，哈哈。之前的心情都好回了！我也尽力到他开心的一面，他很久没有这样跟我开玩笑了.....(傻的这样都好开心.....)

sienzzzz

今天有很多东西都不如意。长话短说，临时要去听讲座，进到去就玩游戏，sienzzz lol。早早就下来不过朋友就早回没有载到我。搭巴士咯！haizzzz，巴士下个月起价.........
有些话我想对你说：
我和你很少说话，因为我知道我没有那个必要去在意你当不当我是朋友，
我只要做好我的本分就好了，你跟别的朋友玩和开玩笑，甚至大笑的时候我也会不理，因为我怕我会想，为什么别人是朋友，我是朋友，为什么会酱不同，难道我真的有这样讨人厌吗？就算我们有几次能讲清楚，几次答应对方不能偏私，不过到最后还是一样。现在我不求什么，我也不会期待什么发生。今天你ponteng就是跟别人去CC打机，我在早上的时候很怕你会答应，不过你拒绝，但是放学后你做什么？我已经很失望了，别人不会想不要紧，你是神的子民，也长大了，为什么还不会想得！我很生气，看到你这样，你ponteng还OK,但是你出去是为了打机。
我每天在同学面前，就算生气也要扮到末不在乎的样子，我不想变情绪化。
好了，从今天开始，你做错事是你的事，我不会再提醒你，这么多次我觉得够了，你死你的事，不要死在我面前。

The Wolrd is Sick

Well well well, what an 'amazing' day, many schoolmates are sick. The air is not clean, I don't know what happen to someone who leads us, I am not blaming, but at least do something to make us have a better life
seriously, our school need to close, too many sick cases, Lolx. By the way, today the form of National Service came, so excited man!! I can't wait for that day, sound so proud and so rare that i have been chosen to attend it, after I filled up the form i immediately give to Puan Chua,, I just don't want to delay it, don't know why. Hope that NS won't be delayed or canceled because of H1N1 cases, well, I wish cancel better than delay, I can't do many thing in case it is delayed

SO early to write this blog, well, finally the struggling in my heart was gone, and I can get back to me finally, tomorrow I believe my temper will be okay. and i start not to think about relationship problem, because, when it come, it will really come , LOLx XD
By this result , I just want to tell the people who are struggling in relationship, it is not worth for you to sad and moody, you can control you emotion, sometimes people may hurt you, but it is your choice to get hurt or not. May be you will say" you never been in a relationship , how you know," but just to tell you, even though i never been in it and I never know your feeling, so it is your choice, be strong, this is what we have to do in order to survive, this is not the first time and the last time you get hurt and sad. Juts to tell, Be strong, no one can hurt you except yourself

人会一直变

最近一直在养成看书的习惯，可能因为精神支柱已经到了，所以只好看书来打发时间和转移视线。朋友都这样对我，有时候一些东西不用讲，日常生活的举动已经看得出来你正在想什么。
经历那么多东西，还是会觉得他对我是假的多过真的，与其每天假假对着我，倒不如洒脱一点，他让我很像一拳打过去。拖拖拉拉的，你要酱冷淡，就不要叫我继续作你朋友。我顶不顺.......

Today I don't know what was happening, my mood is very down like a valley, maybe going in relationship problem, but never mind, actually I can accept it, but my friend keep on saying something persevere, I was thinking about what friendship problem any more, why you have to remind me.
I m very tired since yesterday. please set me free, I am very tired and i don't want to think about it anymore. I found a much different by comparing past and now, if last time, i will really don;t care for everything, I didn't mean to start a war, I why you wanna tell me these things. since this, i am hardly to communicate and mix around with you.
I try not to think about it, but I can't