A Nervous Birthday

Since I promise them to post this on blog and I saw their blog started coming out with today story, let's us tart with this.
This morning, after I woke up, I felt not very well, the temperature of shower didn't make me feel good, no matter hot or cold. Let's jump to school, well, not very special, we just argue what time will us going out, since the discipline teacher already mentioned our name, this make me feel more afraid, is it okay for us to go out so early?
After E.S.T paper,I went to 5H class to look over to main door, I saw Puan Gwee went to main door to 'wait' for our presence, that is why I am afraid of, come on, is that so important to stay us here? the school won't quake because of our absence, discipline is the only reason or i said excuse for them to stay us in school, since our English paper haven't finish marking, why we stay?
(Story continue, just refer to Weng Han's and You Xian's blogs, it will continue the story after this, and my story will skip to Pizza Hut.)
Okay, finally, We were in Pizza Hut, well, in my heart I am still a little afraid and also unpeaceful. After we order, and start with a piece of pizza, Hsin Yang said "Leave KFC, Police is going to catch", this make me lose my flavor, I have no mood to eat anymore, I was hungry that time, but already full because of fearfulness. Our fear surrounded us at least 1 hour, I keep look ahead to outside, see that is there any teacher or police was passing-by or not. Luckily and thank God, it is peace all the way. And I keep on console myself and also other "It is just a normal skipping school, it is unnecessary to have police, don;t be afraid." but I can't calm myself down until 1 o'clock.
There were a group of 12 people celebrating birthday, I was regret to reject them to sing birthday song together, later I plan to sing with them together, but my friend's all , don't know, erm......., and even silent, this make me feel very disappointed, their consider make us delay, at the end, together turned into competition, we fight for our VOICE!!!!!!!!! Haizzzz, but they are still friend;y to play with us, like putting cream onto Hsin Yang face when we taking photo and also leave the pancake for us when they leaving. LOLX!!!!
Lastly, when I was in the bus, I saw Lisa , Xin Lu and Swee Mei, I get info from them. Lisa said that the teacher(or police, can't remember), they actuall go to Kajang town K.F.C to catch all those afcer(Away From School + er), okay, luckily not the K.F.C beside us, and also luckily we change our location to ths Pizza Hut rather than that Pizza Hut. But I don't know what will happen after that
At the end, I want to thank Melissa for the news(bad news, and also cantonese said'Lao Liu'), well, it is quite serious that you said 'get out from Kajang' well, I don't know want to thank you or......, but it's okay, time already passed, we may go back to school to wait for our judgement.....
Today I really learned something we learned in literature, that is plot and storyline, we have climax, and even 2 to 3 climax, the graph is like 3 negative Quadratic Graph, keep on going up up up. I will never forget this day. lolx!

Happy Day

Today my mood seems like very down, Oh come on, what happen to me? but I have overcame it , thank God. by the way, finally, I present my idea out(shortly present, still have powerpoint and soft-copy to come out), this idea came out 2 weeks, on Sunday and in the bus, around 4pm, that time I was so excited and can't wait to present it out, woooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally everybody say good to my idea, Thanks!!
Wen Han birthday I seem like nothing to show, well, because of lacking out of ink, I will just show the gift here, this is not just for him, but for 8 of us



TADA!!!!! colorless???!!! =.= nice ?

Welcome you to full 17 years old family, next time if you have conflict or something else you can share with us, please don;t try to hide, and smile =)
Today I also realize that actually my life changes, also because of your presence(1 of the reason), eh? don't misunderstand, this thing I will talk to you personally, other please to 8gua, but if you are 8 of us, you can come to me, I can tell you if you can understand what am I talking about, haha

God Bless =)

Holiday

Time passed very fast, and trial is heading to us again, but i am not afraid because SPM is after this, this week I don't have much stuff to do, just stay at home, listen to song, nothing much else to do.
I discover that the world lack of something important, it seems like I am too sensitive about what people feel, maybe they just say say, but whatever, this is my conclusion. What the world lack of is Love, due to what the title 'who can love me' (sorry for quoting) and some name that is seems very very very sad. Well, maybe some of us never fall in a relationship before or break up from a relationship, that make us very sad, but does this very important, yes, Love is important , we can't survive without it, but don't spiritually die because of it.
I felt upset when I saw my friends all conflict about relationship stuff, but don;t forget, except them, you still have your family that love you , and your friends. don't neglect them due to relationship problems or lacking of love, if you ask me who can love you, I will say your friends and family members and many people else.
God Bless :)

Just Stand Up

This Song is dedicated to those who get cancer from this list of artist:
Mariah Carey
Beyoncé Knowles
Keyshia Cole
Mary J. Blige
Rihanna
Carrie Underwood
Fergie
Sheryl Crow
Melissa Etheridge
Leona Lewis
Natasha Bedingfield
Miley Cyrus
LeAnn Rimes
Ashanti
Ciara
All:
Everything will be alright, yeah

Beyoncé:
The heart is stronger Than you think
It's like it can go Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes You want to run away
Ain't got the patience For the pain
And if you Don't believe it
Look into Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through
Whatever
If you fall Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow :
Don't you know You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyoncé:
You need to know

Chorus (All):
If the mind Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got To take control,
no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall Dust if off
Don't let up

Natasha Bedingfield:
Don't you know you Can go
Be your own
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

(Chorus-All)

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

All:
Through it all
Just stand up

Tired Days

These 2 days people can see me sometimes exciting but sometimes will be very quiet, because I start to be tired, after several practices and also Sunday Service, my stamina can't make it anymore and I am starting to be tired that I didn't experience it for long time.
I don't have much conclusion and also feeling about these 2 days, just like a normal day,
time may come ,time may go,
people come people go,
water come then it flow,
turtle walk also quite slow
Okay, stop here, and wish all will have a blessed and happy holiday.

War

Feeling like we were in the battlefield, today fight, tomorrow rest, then fight again for several days, then rest again. It seems like we don't have a good time for us to rest for the war, war time, rest time, war time, rest time. alternating........ I wish we can finish this war all the way without rest, at least we can know our result before we rest and have fun. I prefer to have a long holiday after exam rather than exam then holiday then exam again......
Today my friend give me a bottle as a gift, I so happy man!!, actually I want to change it very long time but I don't have the time for me to choose. Finally!!!! woo, thank you 008 and 003, I will treasure it and use it as you want me to do it XD
this holiday I will spend my time in having fun , fellowship, and of course, Karaoke (Youth Best Entertainment). By the way, since last time case, I feel that I have a terror in watching movie, the scenery in cinema make me feel not okay, maybe because of the magnetic field..... well , i don't know, If you want me to watch movie before or after Karaoke, I will skip movie part, thanks so much.

I have a very bad feeling , i feel that I am going to be scolded by people innocently. But what am I going to do is keeping silence and not to explain anything. Everything will be just carried by me all alone.
Just now my father's car's window get broken by thief and 2 files are stolen, but these 2 files are not priceful. poor thing, My father just repair his car, now the window is broken, what can I say is just pray that our home will be safe, I really have a bad feeling that this several times I will face some big problems.

Today I visited 4th PJ for their enrolment service, there is many juniors and it is an amazing days for them, and soon we will like them, wearing full uniform with blue tie and get the award on the stage, but we still need to take a lot of effort inside. I think it will be very tough time for our company and me as well.
Actually in an area I feel not happy is the blog tagged problem, just to tell here, actually blog is your area to share something you want to share, but it is actually a waste of time for you to tag all those stuff, actually you are wasting your time and your friend's time, why don't we choose to ignore this, try to ignore this tag and write something more meaningful and also able let us to know you more and more. And it is not necessary for us to tag people, we are actually pull people inside a trouble area, people waste time to fill all those details and no time and no mood to post stuffs on their blog. i feel very useless to do all these.......

Today I am quite excited, except for service and WFL class assignment, Sean suddenly come and join us for Service, actually his main purpose is to visit our company. Well, I am shocked and this Sean is the Sean that I not really know deeply, I can say that I know him much better than last year, because last year I felt that he was quite cool and not willing to speak to me haha=), but he is quite friendly and just like other guys who is youthful, I really admire him as well, because of his commitment in BB, I can see different in him rather than other person, that's why I am so friendly with him, but he didn't even remember me, but at last he still can remember, if not I will be very sad, Lolx, I hope that he will continue to join us as well, so that we can know him better and better
Church youth development camp will be at 17th to 19 December, I am happy that A Yau is willing to come, rather than another camp, she goes for another camp because of her friend, but now she is confronting his friend to come for Youth Camp, but I don't know what are the other's responds, haven't ask, but I hope that they will have a heart like A Yau
So tomorrow will be holiday, so just study study study and study at home......

今天是考试的第3天，已经很顶不顺，考试考到一半有割草，根本不能专心。这一次肯定.......不过算了，尽全力就好。对我来说啦！
有时候真的觉得，如果以前我没做那么多东西，可能现在是个很普通的人，和平常人一样，打机，市场逛街。有时候真的后悔自己以前所做对的事。表面上是对的，但是在我心底觉得很懊悔，如果我以前没做那个决定，可能我的生命会好一点。踩得太深，结果变成失望.......我忍受不到以笑来对待，以正面态度去面对，不过有什么用，还是要，人生就是这样。难道我真的没有做过一间对的事?还是因为讨厌我才一直跟我唱反调，我也开始意识到画公子不需要画出墙的意思。